you wanna be high for this

I miss tumblr.. Maybe I’ll start getting in a habit of getting on here and actually blogging. 

Go to the bathroom. Lock the door. Look in the mirror. Make eye contact with yourself for fifteen seconds, without stopping to look at yourself negatively. When you’ve accomplished this, take a bar of soap and write the names of every person you’ve ever wished you could be like. Will you even be able to see your reflection?
Take a step back. Take a deep breath. Tell your self that behind that mess is a beautiful person. Now wash it all away with water. Wash away the names of every person who you felt was just a little better than you. Now, take another look. Take a look at what you’ve been given; a life. Cherish it. Love it. Embrace it. You’re beautiful.

i’m not saying i’m a good girl all the time, but i can’t respect you if you can’t even try to be one. 

sometime sooon i’m going to burden you with my recent day grievances. not yet though. buckle up. 

when you leave me alone with my thoughts for 9 months, something’s going to phase me. i hope you don’t blame me when i tell you. i hope you don’t hold it against me.

Thank god tomorrow is a new day.

oh hello stranger on facebook. yes you’re cute, no i don’t want to hangout. who the fuck are you again?!

god i hate creeps, & desperate sellouts. 

getting on tumblr always reminds me that i like girls. i should probably start acting like it more. 

I officially found the cutest boy ever. How often does a boy help you puke and tell you his life story under the stars to make you feel better? Hahahahaha, wish I could remember it though.

hi tumblr. i’m bored. & i can’t sleep. i don’t use this as much, unless i’m just bored so i’ll go on super intense reblogging streaks. 

um, i hopped on the twitter bandwagon like a month ago. follow me @kurrrilynnn

i had facebook drama today. isn’t that exciting? someone took the time out of their day to “insult” me!!! i’m so privileged. 

i also went out to dinner with some friends. see? 

i’m the little girl in the red shirt, for those of you who don’t know who i am.

& i also got really fucked up with casey. see?

she was sleeping, hahaha. 

& i also had a random girl introduce her self and start chatting me on face book. i think she might be my future best friend. 

& tomorrow i’m meeting a new friend, amanda. yay! 

& in two days i’m going to the beach with my family, ethan, and my sisters boy toy. 

well. this has been a post. 

Today I decided that after this last bag of weed I’m going to “quit” again..  I put that in quotation marks because I have “quit” so many times before. I don’t know why I haven’t stuck to it the past few months.. I seriously hate smoking. So much. I’m not going to plan this all out or hype it up or hangout with new people and try and be a good kid. I’m just going to start saying no when people wanna smoke with me.. that’s that. So tonight I’m going to smoke so much that I won’t be able to pronounce a fucking word.

I always get really bored and get high, then think about how much I hate getting high and wait for it to be over. 

it’s so sad when people don’t recognize a fake facebook. they’re homeschooled, or just moved here, or don’t have any tagged photos, & all came straight from tumblr or photobucket. and their targets are always preppy ass desperate guys. why the fuck are you gonna waste your time on that for one, and two, that’s so fucked up to mess with a guys head like that-whether they’re naive enough to fall for it or not.